I’m Tired of Trying to be Seen

I'm tired of feeling like there's something wrong with me, of explaining myself, of trying to seek approval from the people who have no intention to see me kindly at all. I'm sick of trying so fucking hard to be seen. I just can't do it anymore. I'm not perfect. I'm terribly flawed. I can be a mess. I'm not for everyone. And I accept it.

Life At 22: Me, Men, Money & Drugs

I guess that's the biggest difference between the 22-year-old me and any previous version of me: I've learned to let go of people who don't choose me. I've found the strength to move on regardless of the circumstances.

freshman year lessons

8 Things I’ve Learned From My Freshman Year

During my Freshman year (including four months of summer), I have tried various things and made plenty of mistakes. New people came into my life to bring out the best and worst of me.

I Could’ve Been That Girl to Him

I'm sure she's the girl that's better than all of his past girls. A girl that charms his brothers and sisters and all of his close friends. A girl that makes him proud. A girl that he sees all the good in and accepts all the bad of. A girl that happens to be close to him.

hook-up in a big city

Hooking-up in A Big City

It does feel good. Exciting. Fun. And young. Until the last kiss, or when the light is on and touching becomes awkward. That moment we are back to the strangers we have always been.

What To Do When Your Self-Esteem Suddenly Drops

This is your life, you go at your own pace. It's about you, not anyone else. Never anyone else. You're at a low point of your life and the low self-esteem might possibly turn some people off but that's okay. Take as much time as you need to work on yourself and your life until you can put your shit together and feel invincible again.

Fuck Buddy

The sex was good, the cuddle was good, the snoring was not very good but was made up for by the fact that he would hold her all night in her sleep, which she liked.